This is a journal of thought and process.
12.11.22
Having had an inspired Sunday writing in cafés recently, I had an idea for an art series called Endo Woman. Endo is short for Endometriosis.
I'm not in a place in my healing journey to surround the idea with brass tax discipline, so I decided to leave it in my journal and let it decide how it wanted to manifest (or not) in my life.
Today, I ended up stopping by my art studio. It’s been about 1.5 months since I have spent any significant time there due to surgery, healing, and all the fun things associated therein.
Here’s what happened:
Honestly, I had no idea how much of a toll or how heavy the Endometriosis (and other related Endocrine System issues) was… and is… until I got a crazy burst of inspiration at the studio, putting this quadtyche together, and then writing all over it. It was incredibly cathartic. I could have stayed until dawn, but I got hungry.
12.13.22
Another round for the Endo Woman quadtyche:
I am wondering if the energy of the words will carry through the color. But this is what feels that needs to happen and so it shall be.
I had to lay down for a moment after this session.
Anyways, there's an incredible amount of information, realization, and inspiration flowing through this portal quadtyche. I am going to try to not get attached and let it manifest how it sees fit.
12.14.22
1.23.23
Letting it go as it goes…
Moved the big piece from the floor to the wall. Its about 4.5’ x 3’.
Had the inclination to buy some same-but-smaller paper…
And so I did and so this did. That paper I think is 12”x18”.
Yep. Feeling there's a there there…
3.3.23
3.9.23
What the fuck am I doing.
3.11.23
4.1.23
4.22.23
Break patterns
Break ruts
